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  <title>the empty ramblings of a central captive</title>
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  <updated>2005-06-26T02:38:27Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:3972</id>
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    <title>Hhhhmmmm</title>
    <published>2005-06-26T02:37:34Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-26T02:38:27Z</updated>
    <lj:music>HIM -- Poison Girl</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Ok, so I'm just sitting here thinking about going home for the 4th and getting a new computer and probably going to vegas in two months.  Actually, if we go I'll be coming back right now, damn I'm so affraid of flying, blah.  So I'm still perfecting the lj cut thing so here's another go at it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; and to Alison if she reads this, oh yeah I'm gonna win so much friggin money and be your sugar mamma for life.  Hells yeahs.  Oh and I think the roommate it planning on moving out, know anyone who needs a place to live??  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope it works</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:3701</id>
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    <title>a not so long awaited update</title>
    <published>2005-06-08T04:19:51Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-08T04:19:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Killing Loneliness by HIM</lj:music>
    <content type="html">OK, so I'm writing something on here for the first time in a long time.  I really need to be working on my take home final, but instead I have become interested in figuring out how to use this damn "cut" thing on here.  So yeah, here I sit with my grande white chocolate vanilla mocha, avoiding home work as usual.  So lets see if this cut thing works.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt; So I was walking home from Starbucks and it finally hit me that most of my friends are leaving for the summer this coming weekend.  I find that very very sad.  But I suppose it will only make the fall that much more exciting in the end &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If this doesn't work I'm gonna be pissed.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:3419</id>
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    <title>Damn it's been a while</title>
    <published>2005-04-14T23:06:34Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-14T23:06:34Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Razorblade Romance -- HIM</lj:music>
    <content type="html">WOW I haven't updated this in forever. . .damn.  Nothing really to say, school is stressful, tiring, and over all not the best it's ever been.  My musical tastes are ever expanding, onward and upward, much to Sean's chagrin.  I've taken to writing really bad fiction. . .some people like it, but it's written for a very specific community, if you will.  Ok, I updated, not that anyone will actually read this or anything.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:3208</id>
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    <title>About Time</title>
    <published>2004-09-02T05:42:54Z</published>
    <updated>2004-09-02T05:42:54Z</updated>
    <lj:music>213</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I found a place to live!!!!!!  I am so fucking happy.  No tent city for me, I get to live in an apartment.  Yippy!!!!!!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:3022</id>
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    <title>so tired</title>
    <published>2004-08-22T07:33:09Z</published>
    <updated>2004-08-22T07:33:09Z</updated>
    <lj:music>velvet revolver</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I have not written anything in a while so I thought I would use this time to vent a little.  I am tired of being home.  Tired of everything at this point.  Orientation is on the 17.  Lana still does not know if she;s in or not.  The best part, I still have no place to live next month.  This is all becoming very disheartening, not to mention frustrating.  I have furniture and even food to live on, but no where to reside in.  I have been to ellensburg three times this past week and still I am left in this dilema.  Something needs to happen.  Lana needs to get in so we can get a place together (i could afford that), a magical place that I cna afford on my own needs to fall from the sky (hahahahahahahahahaha), or I have ti suck it up and live with someone I don;t know.  So tired of al of this.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:2646</id>
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    <title>Right Now</title>
    <published>2004-05-12T06:29:03Z</published>
    <updated>2004-05-12T06:29:03Z</updated>
    <lj:music>21 questions by 50 cent</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Oh I am so tired.  I want to go back home and never return to this horrid place.  Blah on all of it.  Stupid classes that are so boring, can't do the reading, wanted to rip eyes out!!!!!!  One month till graduation!!!!  Yippy</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:2395</id>
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    <title>The ass hole upstairs has his music too loud</title>
    <published>2004-04-16T02:23:46Z</published>
    <updated>2004-04-16T02:23:46Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Metallica</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today has been goos until now.  Why do people feel the need to blast music that should not be blasted.  I mean it's not  that I don't like it, but come on, some music is not ment to be played loud.  Anyways, I tried dying my hair blonde today.  It did not come out that way exactly, but that is more the result of me not wanting to leave the dye in forever.  It has ended up interesting and I think it kicks ass.  It has light and dark places (looks like high lights of sorts) and the roots are really blonde.  I enjoy this interesting shade much more that my previous one of far too dark red.  So yes that is all for today. Tomorrow I go to the exciting town of Anacotes so I must go now and do much homework.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:2216</id>
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    <title>questioning</title>
    <published>2004-04-15T07:36:55Z</published>
    <updated>2004-04-15T07:36:55Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Get Low by Lil John and the Eastside Boys</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. ask me anything you want. then i want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.  I have now done as I was told.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:1854</id>
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    <title>Midnight</title>
    <published>2004-04-06T06:33:23Z</published>
    <updated>2004-04-06T06:33:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>nothing</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I begged and begged until my parents agreed to let me have a kitten.  That was in 1988.  I girl at school was trying to get rid of one last kitten, we picked it up after school one day.  She was pitch black, tiny, and she scratched me the first time I held her.  Midnight was the coolest cat any kid could want.  She acted as mother to the other two cats in the house and would always come sleep with me when I was home.  Today she died, my little kitten.  Now she gets to roam the house in spirit, with the other ghost cat and all of the others who are often there to visit.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:1790</id>
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    <title>so excited</title>
    <published>2004-03-31T05:43:11Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-31T05:43:11Z</updated>
    <lj:music>One by Metallica</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So here's the thing, I just got back from a wonderful spring break, getting to spend much time with the parents and the loving boyfriend.  Now today, it all begins.  I recieved an e-mail this evening from Dr. Stacy letting me know that the graduate commitee met yesterday and accepted me into the Masters program for next year :)  I am so excited.  Now I just wait and see if I can get a teaching position :)  So excited. I can not believe this...I was so worried that I wouldn't get accepted anywhere!!!!  Now I am in, atleast in one place.  Godd job to me!!!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:1433</id>
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    <title>grumpybluebear @ 2004-03-17T00:22:00</title>
    <published>2004-03-17T08:19:14Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-17T08:19:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Alright, two more finals tomorrow afternoon and then I am outa here for a few weeks.  So excited I am.  I hope that everyone else out there has a great spring breask because I know I will.  I will be sittin' on my ass not doin' a damn thing and that is going to make me so happy :)  Alright boys and girls, have fun, and I will talk with you later.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:1234</id>
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    <title>grumpybluebear @ 2004-03-15T23:04:00</title>
    <published>2004-03-16T07:00:21Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-16T07:00:21Z</updated>
    <lj:music>none, trying to write paper</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I can't even bring mywelf to write the simplest of papers. I need a vaction...about ten years of vacation, that would be nice.  I am so fried.  Too stressed to even write this anymore.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:865</id>
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    <title>Good Time</title>
    <published>2004-03-09T03:40:46Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-09T03:40:46Z</updated>
    <lj:music>New Courtney Love Album</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Oh My Gawd...I finally did it, I took the all too stressful GRE today and I must say I am quite relieved to have that done and out of the way.  Now, if these schools will just see how wonderful I am and offer me the world to come to their institution :)  Alright I know that won't happen, but a girl can dream.  Lets see anything else cool going on???  Well, Spring Break is coming, but not quick enough.  Alright, that is it for now, but I am going to work on updating this more often for my girl Alison.  I will work on it like I've been working on the "away message", I make no promises, but I'll try miss thang. ;)</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:grumpybluebear:596</id>
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    <title>Great Shit</title>
    <published>2004-02-12T07:56:24Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-12T07:56:24Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Prince</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Oh my gawd....I  saw the Vagina Monologues this evening and I totally recommend going to see it.  I had always heard that is was a great piece, but now I know for a fact how great it is and you should all know what I know.  Go, run, see it now. It is both humorous and informative, all the great things in life wrapt up in one big bundle.</content>
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    <title>testing...</title>
    <published>2004-02-11T21:40:23Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-11T21:40:23Z</updated>
    <lj:music>sean paul</lj:music>
    <content type="html">cindy has a livejournal!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;alison</content>
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